smoke

u seen a cigrt burn...???
closer to the butt....closer...closer.......
is it scary.....????...or enticing??
the smoke plays around.....
its hallucination personified........
a dance drug taking you some place you din't know existed....
a place you don't wanna leave now tht you're here.....
ever felt you were smoking too much.....
n' the smokes were'nt enough to carry you through the nite.......
i cant use an ashtray coz i'l be screwed if my dad found out......
so i ash in a glass of water....one of those glasses you'd find at the local hawker....the one tht come 20 a dozen...or smthn close....
the ash ..its all settled below.....in a muddy pile at the bottom of the glass...
its ugly...look at it carefully now....
there are patterns you'd detect there.....
smthing prty...smthn unusual.......smthn diffrent fr evry eye
im counting the butts lying in the cornr on a white sheet.....they'r leaving dirty marks there....
marks i know i'd nvr be able to wipe off...